I flew to Estonia to meet Edd. Strange because he's from Finland so not sure why I flew to Estonia instead. We met up but I don't remember hugging him or anything. We went to a house. There I met his mother. While there, I decided to order some food for us. I ordered food that was burgers. Two women came to the house to deliver it. I pretended I didn't speak the language so I could hear what they were saying just in case if it was about me. At the end of getting the food I thanked them in Finnish. The two women were surprised that I spoke the language. Edd came back in and returned with a few of his friends. I told them I ordered food. We ate and then suddenly one friend was upset because the burgers were small. I thought they were fine and not as big. Later the dream changed and I went with Edd to the grocery store. We were talking and figuring out what to make later in the evening. As I was wandering the aisles and looking at the brands of food I never heard before and in another language, I saw a young girl talking to Edd. I walked over and the closer I got I recognized it was Kat. I called out her name, "OMG Kat!" She turned around and was very surprised to see me. I told her I was in town and Edd and I are finally spending time together and that I'm staying for a bit. Again, she was surprised. Later, Kat began to try to get Edd's attention by acting weird. We went back to his place and as Edd and I were in his room, I heard a door shut. I looked out the window and I saw Edd's father. A tall dirty blonde looking guy with glasses. I ignored it and I went back to being with Edd. We were talking about our lives and how we always wanted this moment. He was wearing a light plaid shirt and some jeans it looked like. We were lying on his bed and we were debating whether or not to have sex right away. I told him I would freshen up. Then suddenly he got up and said he had to leave. I asked why. So he asked me to come along. We went on a bike and I sat behind him and he drove. We went through a park and without notice I saw Kat again. She looked green with envy and seemed very jealous. Edd didn't even look at her once and we passed her up. Later we returned in the evening back at his place and went back in his room. It was just the two of us. We held onto each other.
This dream seems to represent your desire for a romantic connection with someone, possibly Edd, and the various obstacles and insecurities that come along with it.
Flying to Estonia instead of Finland may symbolize the unexpected and unconventional nature of this connection. It suggests that your pathway to love may not follow the traditional or expected route.
Meeting Edd's mother could suggest a desire for acceptance and approval from important figures in his life. This may reflect your need for validation in your romantic relationships.
Ordering food and pretending you didn't speak the language could symbolize a desire to understand and control the situation. It may indicate a need to protect yourself and ensure that you are not being talked about or judged.
The presence of Edd's friends and their dissatisfaction with the food could represent the potential challenges and conflicts that can arise in a relationship. It highlights differences in expectations and opinions that may need to be addressed and resolved.
Encountering Kat in the grocery store could represent your fear of competition or the presence of a third party in your relationship. Her surprise at seeing you may suggest that you are unsure of your place or status in Edd's life.
The image of Edd's father could symbolize the influence of authority figures or parental expectations on your relationship. His appearance may bring up feelings of intimidation or a fear of not meeting expectations.
The discussion about sex and the hesitation around it could indicate a struggle with intimacy and vulnerability in your romantic relationships. It suggests that you are deliberating whether to take the next step or not, and may be considering the potential consequences.
The bike ride through the park and ignoring Kat's presence could represent your determination to focus on your connection with Edd, despite outside distractions or potential jealousy from others.
Ultimately, the dream ends with a moment of intimacy and connection between you and Edd. This may symbolize your deep longing for a genuine and fulfilling romantic relationship.